Yuki’s Blog

A bit melancholic days

Thu, 6 Oct 2011 09:50:33 +0900

My Porous Heart

I possess everything I want.
I can handle anything at any time.
I have a lover, family and many friends.
But why?
Feelings of emptiness sneak through my heart.

A tale of the King of Disappointment

I was a man, a guilty man. My name was Gorbarloss. Well, yes. I'm understanding what you want to say. I had gone to my doom a great deal ago. Say, you could say to me that I was the King of Dissappointment. After my death, The Great Kingdom of Lu-nail was established. Though, I must say the following at least. What I was disappointed at was not my people but my heart that couldn't straighten out them.
I was put to death by the Innocent, though, my soul had already killed myself before then. Everyone except me believed that they could enjoy happy since the establishment.
What means happy? You are all who just have to compare yourself and others. You would say, "I am an exceptional." Yes, that's right. my disappointment is here. What building a kingdom is its people and what destroying a kingdom is also its people.
All right? You are the second men. I look forward to meeting you again soon.
Goodbye, until the time...

Lonely love story...

Thu, 28 Jul 2011 00:13:46 +0900

The Dink

I just realize now that you didn't love me at all.
Though I wouldn't hate you.
You know my love at heart.
You are just a woman. A woman I loved ever.
I don't want to fume at you because I also made a mistake.
Nothing. There is nothing true.
And you are a woman. Just a woman.

A tale of the Guardian of the Amon

Since the creation of time, No ages and lands has been no warfare. Conflicts is destiny for being. Ar Katos, the name is known in Vilmrne Kingdom as the guardian of the Amon. I would like to tell one of the legends from now.

The legends. It sounds like so gloriously. However, those are almost all trivial tales in nature. The following is also the one.

"Wait, what did you say?"
At that time, Ar doubted his ears. But his most reliable friend, Viran Sixerdinn, undoubtedly said that a woman who Ar loved in his heart passionately talked about Ar.
"Yes, she talked about you. Come again, you!"

Ar recalls those days, looking down large enemy force in front of him and his loyal cavalry from a top of Ralemonce Hill. He committed any offense? No, he loved a woman. That's all for him even if he die in vain.

I always feel sorrowful when telling this tale for imagining his feelings for his woman. He was an untouched man except himself. Sure, let's take it.

Ar Katos was born with ugly appearance. His face was like old swine and his skin was wrinkled genuinely. His parents were disappointed by thier first child's appearance. A fact that was miserable for him was that he was also highly sensible. He got a sense of scorn for him always. Though, he didn't lose compassion for others at any price. All right, he didn't be loved by his parents and many other people in his childhood. But he was loved by a few people from the heart due to his tenderness and it would suffice for everyone. It was so for him too. Those painful experiences made him a man who could feel the pain in someone's heart.

My childish painting game continues...

Sat, 16 Jul 2011 11:22:10 +0900

An Eternal in My Soul

You said I mistaken.
So, I repainted my drawing board for you.
I repainted it over and over.
After a while, I realized that I had lost many things.

The world is filled with painful things. Judgments that many people conform would be always true because of many people close to them saying that is true. They say games is infantile. Though, such people are only playing their own game in their life unawarely. So, we all are naked kings.

A Man's Long Life

Tue, 12 Jul 2011 01:21:11 +0900

Games of Which I Dream

Justice is the mask of hypocrisy.
Beauty is the skin of ugliness.
We all wish to be not wrong.
Though,
Our lives are filled with justice and beauty.

It's a tale of a place in the far distance. The Great Kingdom of Lu-nail was established on justice and beauty. Before the kingdom was established, people in this world had committed themselves to the Great Destiny, which is everything and nothing. The Innocent, the first king of Lu-nail, got rid of the Great Destiny from human beings. After the Innocent, they all believed that they were the Supreme Being in the world. Though, it was nothing more than they refused to face the truth, which is that we all are children straying away home.